I'm growing up so fast!

Hey Faithful Blog Readers,

I have so many updates for you! First of all, I have just under $1,500 left to raise for my trip this summer! I am so excited that it is coming up before I know it, and I am becoming more and more prepared and learning more about the area I will be serving in.

If you are interested in giving to me (which I would be more than appreciative about) the link is: http://apps.facebook.com/fundrazr/activity/7e8a30fe69584af9a3b72d42b2818625?srid=ee493021d3eb4d5b8ab2a0f5b53c2431&ref=nf

or my address of course: PO Box 9521 Unit 4110 Azusa, CA 91702

Secondly, I just registered for my last fall semester of COLLEGE! I can't believe I am going to be a senior next year. I am graduating before I know it, and it crept up on me so fast! I find out where I will be interning on April 5th, which I am sure you will be hearing about once I find out. I will be at a social service internship 16 hours a week, and the possibilities are endless.

Lastly, I have been working with some fifth graders at a local school based on the topic of self-esteem! It has been such a joy and an incredible learning experience working as a group facilitator. I feel so blessed to be in a hands on learning major that I truly get so much enjoyment out of. I go to the school every week, and I work with eight 5th grade boys and girls, and we talk about self-esteem and do exercises that encourage deeper learning and growth.

I am so looking forward to next year, when I can get straight to the point. I don't need to go to stats, or Spanish, or any other classes, but I can just focus on what I am earning my degree in! Life now is good, and I realize attitude is everything. So even though, I am looking forward to this summer and to this next year, the moment now is sweet, and stretching. Therefore, I am working on enjoying the now... Don't be fooled I'm not a perfectionist at this by any means. :)

Embracing the now but excited for the future,
Tay

Balloon Rides and Pool Side

This past weekend was a blast, and just what I needed since our Spring Break isn't for another 10 years.

Men, listen up because I'm about to let you know about a perfect spot to take a date to!

Okay, so this weekend my staff and I took a trip to a helium balloon in Orange County. This is much differnet from a hot air balloon but basically serves the same purpose! A ride in a giant balloon! Best part- it was all free! The parking, the balloon ride itself, and there was a carousel to jump on after the balloon ride.

Needless to say, it was fun even though I am incredibly terrified of heights!

Big Balloon! 

Before take-off!

Mid-air!

This experience was so wonderful because I got to share it with great people! The women on my staff have truly been life changing. We have seen bumpy roads together, and smooth roads (metophorically speaking and literally) I couldn't have picked a better team to work with! We ended the day poolside at a little hideaway apartment complex, it looked like a rain forest! Now I understand what Taylor Swift is singing about (see song"Best Day" if you don't know what I'm talking about!)

In love with  my Adams Staff!

Taylor

 

Patterns

There are a few things I've noticed about myself throughout the past few days, months, and years. Some of these patterns I've developed I like and I dislike. For example, I have a pattern of misinterpreting first impressions of people..some of the people I didn't "like" at first are now some of my best friends. I have a pattern of working best at the last minute. I have a pattern of not making my bed in the morning. You get the point.

This past week I found out I would be living in Adams Dorm for the 3rd year out of 4 years here at APU. Many people switch around their living places, and possibly never live in the same place twice while at APU. This is not the case for me. In fact, this is a very rare situation for students here. My freshman year I lived in Adams, and then moved in to the apartments my sophomore year. For my third year, I was selected to be a Resident Advisor in Adams AND for the grand finale, my dear friend (who I agreed to live with next year) was selected to be a Resident Advisor in Adams next year. Does anyone else see a pattern?

I laughed knowing I would be back in the same place again next year. Especially as I have spent so many years making memories in this building. Each place holds a special memory. I have spent anniversaries, birthdays, sleepovers, making new friends, engagements, fire alarms, move-ins, and move-outs. It's all happened here. I love what this building has been for me, during my college life. 

Looking forward to another year as an Adams girl!
Tay

Life as we know it??

There are many questions that are asked, that we aren't supplied an answer for. Questions about life and death, questions about tomorrow, or questions about God. No one really knows the truth to these questions but they think they might have an idea. The only thing I really know is that I don't know anything for certain. I can plan for tomorrow, or next year, but I don't know for certain that those plans will follow through. Things change, circumstances arise, and life looks different. (this might be one of those posts you hate me for)

BUT I don't feel in despair or worried. I actually feel relieved knowing I'm not in control. I can't imagine picking out everything that my life will hold. All I can really do is each day.

I feel like I have changed so much in these past two years, from long dark hair and red lipstick, to a hiking helmet and NO makeup and even though these are appearances that have changed, the inside is different too. I would have NEVER thought I would be in this place that I am today. I'm in a very wonderful relationship, I am in a leadership position I wouldn't change for the world, and I have such an exciting future ahead (well at least some exciting plans, they could change though :)) Even though life has been more than exhausting and just hard, I've changed for the better.

With love from serious thoughts on Sunday,
Tay